The free spirit which is you.
Are you going to address the logic or just go on posting these silly, bland, inane and meaningless statements?
If it's the "free spirit" that makes the choice - that is what the logic apples to. Whatever you call the final decision making entity and no matter what magical realm you think it resides in, the logic applies.
Yet again: If a completely exhaustive list of absolutely every reason for a choice, in complete and exact detail, does not fully define exactly one choice, then there can be no reasons left to choose between the alternatives and something that happens for no reason is random.
Why are you so afraid of facing this head-on and saying why you think it's wrong?