Do you not understand the concept of conscious human will?
We all have it.
We all use it.
It is not random.
It enables us to consciously choose what we want to do.
I know you find it difficult to reconcile this with physically induced determinism. That is because it is not physically induced, but spiritually induced.
Sorry if this has already been covered Alan but when you say physically induced determinism do you mean our nature/nurture? I think my choices are determined by nature/nurture inputs - whether I choose to do X or Y or Z, those choices are available to me because of where I live, my past experiences, my environment, my abilities, the way my body and mind function to perceive my nature/ nurture, which induces the beliefs, morals, values I hold about the world around me and the way I think I should interact with it.
Is there a difference between the nature/ nurture scenario above and a spiritually induced human consciousness that makes choices?