Because (as I explained in the rest of the post and in numerous others) it doesn't make any effin sense. If you will something just because you will it, then it's for no other reason and is therefore random.
No, but I do know that it can't do things for no reason without them being random because that's what random means.
The reason is simply human will.
This is getting sillier and sillier. The reason for you making a choice cannot be that you made the choice. That's self-referential - how did you make a choice in order for it to be the reason for you making the choice?
Just think about it. It's obvious just from our experience that we don't magic choices out of nothingness and even if we could, they wouldn't be our choices. Our choices need to be because of reasons, including who we are.
If what we do is completely defined by past events and circumstances, there can be no such thing as human will.
Nonsense - there can be no freedom for the part of reality that
is me unless that part of reality dictates what choices I make. You keep on trying to exclude everything from deciding the matter and end up with silly circular nonsense or a direct contradiction.
I
am a part of reality (note I'm not assuming the physical world), I can't not be without not existing at all.
Your attempted reasoning effectively removes the concept of will, because if our will is dictated by something other than itself, it is not will - just reaction.
I'm not suggesting something else, I'm just pointing out that our will is a part of reality and does things because of the reasons (internal or external) that exist at the moments it makes choices.
You are trying to externalise every reason for deciding the matter and then refusing to accept that when there are no reasons left, there can only be randomness.