Have you forgotten by the way that you’ve now exited even the pretence of a discussion? You told us a while back that the menagerie of spooks you’ve conjured up (“soul”, “Satan” etc) is necessary to make sense of the way you view the world. Even you should be able to see that this is backwards thinking – you start with your conclusion and then force into existence the premises you need to validate it. That’s the moment just there when you finally ran out of road remember?
I start with recognising what we are, what we do and in particular our mental capability to think, analyse and conclude. I presume many humans in history have done the same. I then analyse my perception of myself in material terms, and realise that what I perceive with my physical senses, together with what has been discovered by human investigation cannot possibly produce the reality within myself because I have a freedom which can't be defined within the physically predetermined behaviour of material elements.
You, on the other hand, start with what you perceive with your physical senses, together with what has been discovered by human investigation and then try to imagine how the reality of your own being can fit in with this perceived material world. And in trying to do this you have to sacrifice your obvious freedom to think (which ironically you have had to use to reach this conclusion) and presume that it is only a perceived freedom.