Since I apparently have no control over past events, what is it which can invoke the actions I am being asked to do? What does the honest introspection? What pauses for a moment to think about it? What can look inwardly to what is going on in my mind?
Just to emphasis the highlighted part of my previous post, let's say, for the sake of argument, that I have no idea at all.
Now what?
You are basically making the claim that it
must be miraculous and that therefore your god
must be involved. We are still left with a big, fat zero for the number of reasons why we should accept even the first of those claims. It is your burden of proof, as you are the one making the claims, so why should we believe you, or even take your claims in the least bit seriously?
What you need is solid evidence and/or a sound logical argument.
To date all you have provided is vague hand-waving, gibberish phrases (for example, about 'conscious control' and 'the present') and totally vacuous, unsupported claims that people's ability to reason is evidence. Just
claiming that something is evidence, does not make it so.
Even the total lack of an evidenced or well argued explanation for something, does not mean that any old, totally unevidenced and unsupported by any reasoning, 'explanation', is somehow more likely.
So off you go,
the work is all yours, it is not up to anybody else to provide an explanation for anything.