I am consciously controlling my thoughts to see the banana being peeled.
Oh don't be so silly. You aren't consciously controlling your thoughts. You found yourself unable to control your thoughts is the way you were challenged to do, so you made a
choice to
imagine something instead.
"Conscious control of thoughts" is mind-numbingly stupid thing to say. What's it even supposed to mean exactly? You'd have to consciously think about every thought before you thought it to literally "consciously control your own thoughts"... and we'd be off on our merry way into an infinite regress of thoughts and never end up thinking anything.
Are you really too dim to see this? If that's not what you meant then what is?
ETA: Also worth pointing out again, that whatever the hell you do mean by this, I'm assuming that it's about the role of consciousness, which, as I keep pointing out is irrelevant to the involvement of god-magic and your nonsense version of freedom. It literally makes no difference at all because consciousness itself could be entirely deterministic and algorithmic.
You keep telling us how much you've thought about this subject but there is literally no evidence in your posts that you've ever even begun to seriously think about what is actually going on in your own mind.
Another
argument by assertion and another
ambiguity.
Shifting the burden of proof 1
Straw man 1
Assertion 3
Ambiguity 3
That's 8 silly mistakes in logic and not even the first hint of the merest glimmer of that
sound logic you said you had, so again:
were you lying, did you not understand the term, or do you now realise you can't do it?