Because I thought about it, and came to a logical conclusion.
Why have you never once posted any of this logic, then? Why the endless stream of gibberish and fallacies?
There is no understandable mechanism or functionality which shows how conscious awareness works. Trying to label it as an emergent property offers no explanation for what comprises our conscious awareness or how it works. The problem you have is that conscious awareness requires a single recipient for the information which exists in the material brain, but there is no material definition or mechanism for this single recipient - because it is your human soul.
FALLACY: Argument from ignorance.
FALLACY: Argument by assertion.
The material based alternative would render me to be a biological robot entirely driven by predefined material reactions beyond my conscious control with no will of my own and with no need for conscious awareness.
Do you honestly believe that you, your friends and family are all nothing more than a collection reconstituted star debris undergoing unavoidable material reactions?
FALLACY: Appeal to consequences.
So do you honestly believe that everything which exists came into existence from nothing?
What makes you think there was any 'coming into' existence?
The only explanation for anything to come into existence is for an ultimate source which exists outside the time dimension of our material universe.
FALLACY: Argument by assertion.
Prof Stephen Hawkin used his intimate knowledge of physics to show that time as we know it began with the big bang creation of our universe, so there is no such thing as "before the big bang" - only "outside the big bang".
Stephen Hawking come up with two hypotheses, the first of which involved time actually becoming space-like, in the very early universe, so the space-time would be neatly rounded off at the big bang with a region of four-dimensional space. The final one, involved the holographic principle and led to a somewhat constrained version of eternal inflation.
"Outside the big bang" appears to be just another of your little fantasies.
Now,
where is the logic you've now told us again that you have but have never posted?