The obvious question Alan how do you know, how can you possibly know, the answer is there is no way you can know this so all of your post is preposterous nonsense, as are almost every one of your posts, as crackers as Twit and Sass's post are.
Trouble is in your case I can't see you managing to get over this mania you appear to be suffering from.
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This mania, as you call it, is faith - God's greatest gift.
The odd thing is, that you make Christianity seem so disreputable. For you, there seem to be no contradictions that cannot be ironed out with a phrase, oh well, that's faith, or oh well, that's when grace will help you. So God will answer those who seek - except when he doesn't. It is kind of funny, but I suppose, sordid really. And I know that you will smooth this out as well. It's bullet proof, but you probably see that as a virtue.