What you mean is you have a need to think there is more to life than your humdrum existence - a very common need throughout the ages.
Science has enabled you to sit at your computer and rubbish all the hard work scientists have put in to enable you to do that - no god had any hand in it!
Of course every new advancement in science throws up more mysteries, that's the beauty of it! You would rather grovel in the long out-dated thinking of millenia dead Israeli fishermen than look for yourself at the wonders of this planet!
Get your head out of the sand and look around you, Alan, there is more to life than the musings of ancient desert nomads!
I am not discrediting scientific achievements. I greatly admire the advances being made and I find them fascinating, but I also recognise the limitations of human scientific achievement. It is easy to get carried away with these advances and presume that we are approaching a time when science will have a valid explanation for everything, but we are still very far from being able to explain how human beings became aware of their own existence. There is certainly more to life than we can ever imagine.
Yes, Alan, science has far to go to explain everything, but as soon as you credit everything they have not yet discovered to an entity which itself is explainable, you are giving up on looking further.
Crediting 'God' answers nothing! It's the lazy way out! We don't know X, oh, Goddidit! We don't know Y, oh, Goddidit! If science took that road we would all be back in BC 32!
Take God out of the equation and you can wonder at how it all works, discover new medicines, new ways of communicating - Using the Internet, instead of putting your hands together and talking to yourself!
I know your religion means a lot to you and somewhere along the line you've been convinced by something or someone that this entity is real . It's scary to question it when you are so entwined in all the carrot and stick that Christianity has invented but, believe me, Alan, life is so much better when you're not bothered about spending eternity on a cloud or worrying that you might get thrown into a furnace.
It won't be long before I am literally thrown into a furnace but it holds no fears for me . and it need not for you.