Come on Alan let's have some credible back up of all you seem to know, assertions.
Assertions don't add up to a sensible answer, I don't know but I would imagine you probably think that people that question your belief are putting you on some sort of trial, so if you see off this trial in some way this earns you some kind of heavenly brownie points.
Sounds potty, yes as potty as thinking you've got an invisable friend, without any credible evidence that might support your idea.
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