Dear Rhiannon,
It's not the concept of the existence of god that I struggle with. It's the concept of a god designing a world where suffering is built in. It's the concept of a god that singles out women for punishment. A god that can do anything. A god that could fix this, a god that chooses not to.
The something bigger? Sounds like pantheism to me.
And just a thought - unbelief/questioning/difference does not mean a lack of humility or an attitude of arrogance.
Suffering built in, well for me that is part of how it all works, But as Wigs has tried to explain it is a two headed coin, God/no God.
Call me a pantheist, just a label to me, I prefer Christian.
Humility is my argument against those who think they have all the answers, the atheist who thinks I would be a better person if I gave up my faith, the universe, our world, us humans, nature are far to weird and wonderful, to full of
WHYS to think that there is not something bigger, call it God/Allah,Shiva, Thor, just names for something we do not understand.
Gonnagle.