But the gospels depict a God who wants to help those who suffer.
Whilst the Old Testaments depicts a God who wants to smote and destroy on a grand scale for disobedience. Schizophrenic, or actually two different gods?
I cannot accept that God is the cause of human suffering.
Then you either need to deny that God is omniscient, deny that God is the creator or deny that there's human suffering.
There are many factors involved which are simply beyond human understanding.
That's one possibility, perhaps, but there are others - humans do suffer, that's pretty much undeniable. Whilst it's possible that there's a justification that's beyond human understanding in thousands of years of trying, it seems more likely that there's actually no reason to expect reality to give us an easy ride because nobody's out there who's supposed to be looking out for us.
I just put my faith in God's love.
And you're more than welcome to do so, and I hope it brings you as much comfort as it brings you the patience and grace you show here. I'm afraid, though, that your faith isn't reason for anyone else.
O.