Dear Leonard,
Yes old Sane has tried to explain this freewill thing to me, I do get where he is coming from, something like, we don't really have choice, we only think we have a choice, our choices are governed by who we are, our upbringing, our genetic makeup, Einstein says much the same, it is an illusion, it is a tough one to grapple with, if you google freewill, it just makes your head spin.
The good thing is this debate has been going on for centuries, this comforts me and tells me that you and me are not alone, others struggle with the concept.
Gonnagle.