Dear Alan,
You may well understand the immediate meaning of the written words, but not their implication.
Yes, on the subject of reading Scripture, I think you are halfway there when you say we need to believe in God, it needs to be somehow important to you, if it does not resonate with you, if it does not make you think then it just becomes words on a page.
Funny but this makes me think about the poster Dyslexic again, he once said ( sure it was him
) that the majority of the Bible was just poetry, I never fully understood what he was trying to say.
I do remember that his thoughts would send me to my favourite part of the Bible and I kind of understood what he was talking about, Corinthians Book 1 Verse 13, now that is poetry
13 If I speak in the tongues[a] of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing.
4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. 11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. 12 For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
Gonnagle.