I have questioned what I have been taught, but I have not rejected it - because in questioning it I found no reason to reject it.
I for one don't believe a word of this. Various different posters here have pointed out to you, over a long period of time, various fallacies - that's defective, aberrant reasoning - that you rely on to make what you think is a case, and on each occasion you show absolutely no sign whatever of taking any of this on board because
you keep using the same fallacies over and over again. (You are very far from the only member here to suffer from this syndrome, believe you me).
It's no good whining about people crying "Fallacy!" simply as a way of rejecting what you say; we've had this complaint from you before and since repetition seems to be the order of the day it may as well have the same response. People call you out on the logical fallacies you use
because you keep using them. Nobody really likes being corrected and having their arguments shown to be wrong, but intellectual honesty compels people with integrity to accept that they've been using a duff argument and to stop wheeling it out in future. You seem incapable of this. Probably pride again, as I said yesterday.
There are some very highly intelligent people here - I won't name them only because inevitably I'll temporarily leave someone out -; critical, sceptical thinking people who don't and won't rely on your say-so, who don't want bald assertions and expressions of your personal faith, however sincere it may be, but can be persuaded by a clear, logical, rational argument that doesn't hit the buffers every time you say you personally can't believe this or that, or some other fallacy.
Of course, whether there can even be such a thing as a rational, logical argument for a god is another matter altogether. I've yet to hear one, and strongly suspect that there's no such thing in existence. There's always a fallacy of some sort somewhere along the line, or obviously man-made and man-centred thinking, or a fallback on that perennial last chance saloon, faith.