I was struck by the phrase "self-deification" used in the Lenten reflection quoted in #10248. I see this as one of the major tools used by the devil to destroy our faith. It is so often used as in:
If I were God I would not allow ....
A good God would never do things this way ....
If God loves us, He will save us no matter what we do ...
God should not have created the devil ...
God would surely intervene to prevent this ....
In these examples the devil is tempting us to assume that our way of thinking is superior to God's. So instead of using our God given gifts of intelligence and intellect for good in the way God intended, the devil tempts us to mis-use them, along with other God given gifts, to destroy out faith
I have to assume here that you are talking about those people who have similar beliefs to your own. I find it interesting that you think that such people might think that their thinking is superior to your God's thinking, and that they can be tempted by your devil so easily.
Luckily I have no desire or reason to make/see myself the centre of the universe. Also, the idea that I would wish to be a servant of any claimed god/devil is rather a meaningless statement as far as I am concerned, as I do not have any belief in such entities whatsoever. Hence the idea that this so called devil can tempt me to destroy my faith is not applicable in my case.
I wish you luck in finding your own way out of the dichotomy you find yourself in.