Sassy: It sounds like clinical depression Sass, maybe not seeing children and grandchildren (wouldn't apply to a single person), but seeing everyone else getting on with their lives and unable to reach them, like being in a glass jar. Everything in slow motion too. The difference is that with depression, the glass jar also offers some protection so it's a no win situation.
You've conjoured up quite a picture!
Sassy: "Lock yourself away somewhere without your loved ones especially grandchildren then imagine those 5-10 minutes were eternity and you could see your family through the window all gathered together laughing and enjoying themselves and you could never join in with them again."
Why don't you just avoid/ignore certain people? I have said the same to floo, only just noticed Len is joining in on it. You and Len used to be OK, there was banter between you. Life is too short Sass and none of you do any good to eachother by jumping to retort every time one of you posts. It is so predictable too! I know every time you post, a certain person will be quick on your heels with a meaningless one liner. This person was once a Christian too, posting on forums has not done her any good whatsoever. However we don't know what goes on in other people's lives, apart from the selected things they tell us. That's enough from me! I know no-one will agree with me , I'm used to that. See you later.
I have grown in my faith in the last month. Reached a new level and now seeing Satan attack in the realms that are not flesh.
I know that this will change again. Spent yesterday in hospital with my daughter had a grand mal seizure the first since 2005 but been seeing little signs over the years. On way home with cp worker but just earlier my brother telephoned. In hospital in wales one of his friends down for the weekend had a mini stroke. My son and I prayed for him and those in hospital like him and afraid. We also prayed for our family. When I heard a horn going off outside my house I knew something wrong.
Ran out my daughter fitting. I called on Jesus I held her in her seat and then I told her God was with her and she will be ok.
As she came out of the fit she was blue and eyes rolling into her head took over 30 minutes before back with us but I knew that she would be ok. But flashed back to the times we had so often nearly lost her when she would just stop breathing. It was like Satan trying to reinstill fear... but I trust the LORD for the changes in my life. The hospital they took us to was Hope where my sister died from a brain haemorrhage as you know and my Nephew died from brain injuries having been beaten to death.
My son was a great help went with my daughter in the ambulance whilst I followed in the car. I was crying because it brought all the trauma back and memories of being so close to losing Tabitha.
In the hospital we prayed for those we saw. Emergency code red and amber arriving all ETA most were 10 minutes.
Gods love is so big it really does not lessen or decrease because people attack other or call them names.
Gods love comforts and gives us hope in the darkest hours of our days and it does not change with seasons.