You certainly have a lot to bear Sass, and you do it very well! I sincerely hope things improve for you and your family.
My hope is firmly in God and his word concerning my family and I, and the future.
I believe God is leading us out of the wilderness and so the battle is greatest at this time.
These words you wrote are so true, Sassy. Just hold on to His love and He will see you through
That I believe, because of Gods love within me which I believe dispelled the fear. Perfect love drives out all fear.
It is Gods love not our own which makes that possible trusting him with all our hearts so he drives the fear out by his love present in us. It is the inside which changes the outside...
It is Gods works we don't know quite how but we trust him with the work he will finish in us. It is as well we don't know the mysterious way in which he works that way we cannot sabotage it, accidentally or through temptation. God is good and he is strengthening me and helping me.
I second that, Sassy.
He's been with me through some rough times, too. We may be feeling lost or low or angry or stressed but if we can become still.... really still and quiet and hold-on to that stillness there is where we find peace. Ahayah (God) is there with us always.
Be still and Know that I am God.
We need to stand on his word believing his promises and being thankful. Amen Selah,