Of course we are different positions because Christ tells us how to know him and the Father, personally.
The true difference is I WANTED to know the truth and you didn't. That is why you yourself have never read the bible and so found the way to God through Christ. You never wanted to know the truth and still do not.
I can understand you wanting to know the truth Sass let's hope one day you find it.
You seem to think the truth is contained in your bible, I wonder why you can't see that you need to confirm that everything in the bible is in fact the truth first before promoting it as such and you nor anyone else has been able to do that yet, if they ever will.
Now having said the above, why would there be any need to read any book as though it were based on facts untill it is established that it's based on facts?
No one has been able to estsblish your bible contains cast iron evidence that would support it as a book full of factual information? So again why not read any other book of fiction?
Just because you accept it as a book full of facts doesn't make it a book full of facts, no matter how much you would like it to do so Sass.
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