At some time you will come to realise that you are a spiritual entity Susan. You are so much more than mere flesh and blood.
I am a material, flesh and blood member of an evolved species of ape. I have a brain which can imagine all sorts of things that do not actually exist. I have, as all humans have, an aesthetic aspect to my personality which means I can enjoy, to varying degrees, music, the visual arts; can appreciate the superb ability some of our species have to create
stories which enable us to think a bout ourselves as humans and how we can make life better for ourselves and others.
I have two sons and two granddaughters, so some of my, and my ex's, family genes will be passing on through them.
One aspect of my personality is that I do not admire a tendency in people to be patronising!