I mean what it says. What words are you struggling with?
I find you seem to speak in riddles, when I manage to get, (understand), some of the stuff you write, it seems to me we're standing on the same side of the fence, I'm not struggling with your words, I could quite simply look them up if I needed to do so, it just appears that you can't just say something like, this is a table, you seem to have some need to go into a four foolscap pages of complications describing a table. (I'm only exaggerating to make a point).
I have no bone with you other than as I have said above, I'm not trying to be your lifetime enemy; as near as I can tell we only differ on, perhaps, maybe, some ideas.
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