What do you consider is the difference between a call from "God" and an instinct?
Len,
May I quote your story as an example.
It was about fifteen years ago when Len and I were actively exchanging views on several forums, but some of the forums drifted into oblivion and I stopped posting. I recall Len suggesting that I try a new BBC forum, but I felt I had had enough. I still had Len's old email address and after a couple of years I felt this still small voice asking me to contact Len, so I sent an email with a new personal witness story which I felt God was asking me to share. The email was returned saying not a valid address. I tried looking at a few old forums, but could find no recent posts from him. I knew he was getting on a bit, and I confess to thinking he had either passed away or become too ill to post. So I thought that was that.
About ten years later, I felt the still small voice again asking me to try and contact Len. My instinct told me that there was no point. If he was still alive, he would be well into his eighties and well past the age of most forum posters. But I obeyed the voice and tried again, and to my delight I found he was still alive and a member of this forum. I joined up and conversed with Len, exchanging a few PMs, and discovered that his views had not changed, and I was assured by him that he would never change. At that time I had not posted on the forum, and I just left it after sending the PMs. A year later the voice was still there, telling me to post on the Forum. By then, Len informed me that he had virtually given up posting and was leaving it to the younger generation to "spread the word". But the voice persisted, and I began posting, and Len joined in again!
So against all my instincts, the still small voice wins and I am still posting. If I did not pray, I am certain that the still small voice would not be heard. And I am also certain that God has something very special in store for for Len.