AB,
You are correct in your assumption that Christian faith does not hinge solely on the conjecture about a separate "I". God has made Himself known to me so many times and in so many different ways that no amount of human scientific endeavour could ever change this.
Just think for a moment about what you said there: ”…no amount of human scientific endeavour could ever change this”.
So if, say, one day a machine is invented that shows your faith beliefs to be wrong you’d just ignore that and cling to the beliefs nonetheless?
The poverty of your arguments for “God” suggests to me strongly that you’re just guessing, and therefore that you’re very much more likely to be wrong than to be right. Nonetheless, even if you did have some logic or evidence to support you, on what possible basis would you even try to argue that either couldn’t be superseded by a different understanding at some future date?
I see that your tagline is, “The truth will set you free”. The irony of that will be lost on you, but I find it breathtaking.
I am simply trying to make you realise that you are much, much more than an uncontrolled emission from deterministic chemical activity in your physical brain. You have the power to control, manipulate, create, contemplate, love, be loved, and to choose your destiny.
You cannot make someone “realise” something without providing a cogent argument that suggests you’re right. So far though all we have from you is
assertion, and worse yet assertion that in general flatly contradicts the evidence we do have.
How do you think that helps you?
Can you not see that none of these aspects of your reality can exist in a world driven entirely by natural deterministic events which can have no purpose or aim?
Can you not see that your need for “purpose or aim” is only an expression of your wishful thinking because you find the alternative less appealing, and moreover that there
are versions of these things within a deterministic universe in any case because that’s the model we appear to inhabit regardless of the deeper reality?
Coda: Incidentally, here's a link to this week's "The Infinite Monkey Cage" that explains why doubt and uncertainty are so important to unravelling truths, and why certainty like yours is anathema to it:
http://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b08bzcd1