AB,
But I have posited that there is a third option to the cause of events in our brains - in addition to determinism and random there is conscious control.
You can posit that if you want to, but it collapses immediately you apply some logic to it. Essentially what you’re telling us here is equivalent to, “OK four-sided triangles is meaningless, but not in the spiritual world so they must be real”.
Doesn’t wash does it.
You claim this to be impossible, but until you can define what consciousness is, you are not at liberty to define what it can or can't do.
See whether you can see where you went wrong there.
First, you’re the one who tells us that self-awareness is "impossible".
Second, we have robust naturalistic explanations for lots of phenomena we can’t describe fully. Why make consciousness an exception from that general rule?
Third, you’re just invoking your “it’s magic innit” escape clause again. Dream up “spiritual” and all bets are off – you can fill that space with any ludicrousness you like, but absent even a scrap of logic or evidence for any of it all you have is incoherent guessing.
Conscious control is the reality I perceive, and I am unable to compromise this reality to fit in with the limited human scientific knowledge to date.
What makes you think your personal perception is more reliable than the science that often tells us that our perception is wrong about many things? If you take a lift downwards when it slows at the bottom your perception is that it’s pushing up at your feet isn’t it. Would you also trust your perception about that, or do you trust your perception over the science only in the one field of religious belief that happens to appeal to you the most?