Alan,
Why when I lost my faith did God leave me feeling betrayed and why did he ignore my prayers to make me feel his presence so I would believe again?
Rhi,
I just wanted to share some of today's sermon which our priest gave on the subject of the Transfiguration.
Looking at the stained glass windows in the church, we notice the wonderful colour and detail brought out by the bright sunlight. But from outside these windows look very dull and uninteresting. And even from inside the church, clouds and darkness can sometimes obscure our view of the beauty of the stained glass. But the windows are still there, and if we wait, the sun will shine once more to reveal their beauty. But if we leave the church we will never be able to see the wonderful view of the stained glass unless we return.
When Peter saw Jesus in all His glory on the top of the mountain, he wanted to pitch up a tent and stay there, but Jesus told him that he must leave the mountain and return to the plains of ordinary life.
We get glimpses of what heaven might be like, but we have to remind ourselves that we are not there yet.