I am not ignoring scientific research. I am drawing attention to its limitations. And in doing so I am demonstrating my ability to freely choose to do this. I am fully aware that any scientific model of physical brain functionality will inevitably rule out any concept of freedom. The fact that we have the ability to make conscious choices is evidence that there is more than observable physical brain activity involved.
This post alone illustrate how contradictory your position is. The last sentence contradicts the claim made in the first sentence. The science indicates that we cannot make conscious choices and you are ignoring that. What we have discovered, is that we do not experience reality at all in real time and our awareness of a choice we have made follows slightly behind real time. This might be hugely counterintuitive I agree, but it is what the evidence is saying, and it does make sense in the light of the understanding we have of the speeds of neural transmission and the complexity of neural networks.
Also, I don't buy your excuse that your science denial is just a recognition of its limitations. We will never have full knowledge but that does not excuse us from engaging with the partial understandings we have garnered to date. We don't fully understand gravity but that does not stop us from putting satellites into orbit. We don't fully understand quantum entanglement but that does not stop us from trying to build computers that employ quantum states. We learn, and we move on in the expectation that our learning will deepen in due course. Your refusal to learn marks you out as a teacher's worst nightmare, the pupil who refuses to learn because he would rather preserve his simpler models of how the world works. I guess there are many who keep one foot in the earlier world of our more primitive ancestors where nothing was comprehensible and everything was magical; but the price of moving on from living in caves and wearing goat skins has been to trade in that enchantment for deeper understanding and here you are now, an anachronism in the modern world trying to keep one foot in a world of magic by selectively denying just those portions of learning that give the lie to it. Searching for God, on your terms, seems a very unholy business to me.