I am not lonely! I share a wonderful fellowship with many committed Christians, but God calls me to be a witness to the truth. I do not enjoy getting so much negative feedback, but it does fulfil the prophesy of Jesus that His followers will have to suffer ridicule.
Oooh we are a little goody, godly, two shoes Alan, you fall for these ploys all of the time and still haven't tumbled it, I'm sure it can only be indoctrination that has caused your complaint, no doubt you'll be passing it on unsolicited to some poor kiddy or other, yuk.
Your indoctrination calls you, there is zero evidence for anything else. (Unless of course if you can come up with some world shattering news that no one else has yet).
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