Dear Susan,
I can't force myself to believe something I know is not true - namely the postulation that we are all just blobs of re constituted star debris entirely controlled by the unguided forces of nature.
Firstly, you don't have any superiority over everyone else to justify your claim to just 'know', implying others are somehow lesser beings. I don't feel like I am just a blob of star debris either, but with a little humility we can stand our ego down and learn from others. Nobody 'knows' anything with 100% objectivity; all we can do is assess evidence in the light of our personal experience to come to an opinion, and this surely must be true for all of us.
Secondly, why keep insisting that the forces of nature are unguided ? The idea that a god with intentions and purpose in mind would create a random chaotic cosmos as a backdrop into which some secondary act of creation is then required to bring life into being despite the antipathetic nature of the broader host cosmos makes no sense to me. If you want to believe in a god, surely it would be better to frame it as the forces or nature not being chaotic, not random, not unguided at all, but are in fact chosen purposefully to bring about life. Think of the beautiful symmetry of a spiral arm galaxy, or of a simple snowflake; these don't look like 'chaos' to me, they look like order, and yet they are the direct consequences the simple insentient forces of nature. The laws of nature give rise to all manner of diversity and beauty at the levels of both life and non-life, why should a believer in god be so dismissive of his creation ?