But if the science dictates that every action I invoke is entirely pre determined by my sub conscious it is clearly flawed.
Not so much 'science dictates', but more profoundly, simple logic tells us, that every event (this includes choices made) is either a consequence of prior events , or it is not, in which case it is a random event. This is a simple undeniable point of logic which we cannot escape by throwing in adjectives like 'physical' or 'material' or 'spiritual'; these things change the logic of choice not one iota; a 'spiritually induced' choice is still either a deterministic event or it is not, in which case it is random. What the sciences have revealed about how minds make choices is consistent with this simple point of logic; your rationale is just muddled thinking born of how things seem, superficially. Whatever happened to your claim, to 'think deeply' about things ?
It is the only reality I know
In a sense, yes I hear that, but the way we experience reality is not how reality actually is. This has been broadly the job of science, to dig beneath our intuitions to reveal the more complex substrata underlying our perceptions. Our senses did not evolve with any remit to reveal epistemic truth; they evolved, and minds work, to keep us alive at minimal calorific cost. To understand truth, we have to be prepared to accept this fundamental revelation, that our direct experience is
all fabrication of mind from start to finish. Go look at a tree now, it is not the actual tree you are seeing, it is a phenomenological fabrication of mind born mostly of memory.
You can stick with '
the only reality I know' of course, most people do, most of the time, and it does what it says on the tin. But we can all also dig deeper, learn to see further, by engaging those intellectual resources of mind that are also part of what it is to be human. We are not living in caves now exactly because we have learned to observe, to question, to hold abstract concepts in mind and build on them and refine them through testing. If we fail to engage our curiosity, we are missing much of what it is to be human.