AB,
Yet despite all your detailed arguments to the contrary, I still have the freedom to contradict you and tell you are wrong, and the very act of consciously choosing to do this emanates from what exactly?
You’re either unable to process the arguments that undo you or obdurate – I really can’t work out which it is.
What my “detailed arguments” do is to rebut one at a time the arguments you attempt to validate your faith beliefs. That you have no counter-arguments to the rebuttals means they stand – so why then keep returning to the same failed arguments nonetheless?
As for “the very act of consciously choosing to do this emanates from what exactly”, I really don’t know what point you think you’re making given that the answer has been given to you countless times already. It “emanates” from unfathomably long and complex chains of causal events that themselves produce emergent properties such as consciousness. And necessarily consciousness only
appears for functional purposes to involve “free” will that’s unfettered from prior events, even though more considered reasoning will tell you that that proposition is incoherent.
What you do though is to stop before you do the considered reasoning part, preferring instead to think that because you feel deeply that something is true than that belief must be an accurate guide to a fundamental truth. You also recognise though that to make that notion work you also have to invent an invisible little man at the controls you call "soul" who’s unbounded from logic so you have to invoke magical thinking instead so as to get you off that hook.
And that’s your problem. Superficial, “well that’s how it feels to me” truths have been inherited as an evolutionary compromise – they give us “good enough” truths necessary for our survival but they cannot on their own dig into substrates of underlying, more fundamental truths. For those we need
thinking – sometimes hard thinking – and tools and methods and research and all sorts of things that give us richer understandings than our first impressions can.
Why you stick with the first impression explanation and reject the thought through ones (even though presumably you accept them when they inform other aspects of your life, like germs rather an imbalance in your humours causing disease) is a matter for you. It’s an awful indictment though I think of the hopeless position that you’re
a priori faith beliefs cause you to adopt.