AB,
You say my feeling of freedom is irrational, but your reason for classifying it as irrational is based entirely on the physically predetermined nature of a materialistic scenario.
You need to face up to the reality that these words I am posting do not emanate from a feeling, but from my conscious freedom to choose.
I find it impossible to tell whether you lie consciously, or whether you simply can’t process what’s said so misrepresent it as it as your unavoidable response. I did not of course say that your "feeling of freedom is irrational" at all. I couldn’t have been clearer about that, so why pretend otherwise?
What I
actually said is that while your
feeling of freedom isn’t irrational, relying on the strength of that feeling for your explanation for it is. Why? Because it fundamentally rejects
a priori all the reasoning and evidence that provide a more robust explanation for what’s going on. This was the question you just ignored again remember?
You (presumably) “feel” the earth to be flat, yet you know that it isn’t. Why? Because you accept the reasoning and evidence that tells you that your feeling of flatness isn’t a reliable explanation for reality.
You (presumably) “feel” that your fingers touch the keyboard in front of you, yet you know that they don’t. Why? Because you accept the reasoning and evidence that tells you that your feeling of touch isn’t a reliable explanation for reality.
You (presumably) “feel” the blood you see in some of your veins to be blue, yet you know that it isn’t. Why? Because you accept the reasoning and evidence that tells you that your feeling of blueness isn’t a reliable explanation for reality.
You can therefore (presumably) grasp the general principle that
depth of feelings about an experience do not validate an explanation
for that experience. There is simply no logical path from, "I have a deep feeling about X" to, "therefore that depth of feeling must also explain X".
Yet for some reason known only to you, “I really feel deeply that I have absolute freedom, therefore my freedom must be absolute” is all you have and no amount of reasoning and evidence can be allowed to falsify that, presumably because it’s a cornerstone of your religious beliefs and so cannot be allowed to be challenged.
It’s fundamentally dishonest as an approach, but I can’t imagine that you’ll ever do the decent thing and actually answer the question you’ve been asked about how you'd get from strength of feeling to reliability of explanation will you.
Will you?