Wiggs, I read the article Alan just posted. I’m not getting any impression of a horror of the physical world so I disagree with you on that. I just see a bunch of questions around how humans have self-awareness and can consciously overcome instincts and control reactions because we are self-aware. He says in the article that he believes this ability is down to something other than just the atoms and molecules of the brain, as atoms and molecules can’t explain self-awareness - and he has decided to ascribe this feature to an unevidenced, unexplained soul.
I’m not clear about his take on determinism and free will. He mentioned overcoming your instinct to eat and refusing food even when hungry. I fast for religious reasons - and fasting for religious reasons is pretty easy - I don’t feel hungry - whereas refusing food all day just because I want to see if I can, I find very hard and feel hungry and I get cravings for carbs or sugar. But my decision to fast for religious reasons is determined by past events - I read the Quran, became a Muslim, fasting is a religious obligation during certain times, the rest of the family is fasting etc etc so not getting the point Alan is trying to make about free will in that scenario. Hope he’ll explain.