AB,
But the answers you provide totally fail to explain the ultimate source of my freedom to compose this reply.
This'll be lost on you, but that "But" is a
non sequitur. We have no means of knowing whether we could ever know the "ultimate" source of anything. Just inserting "god" into that gap explains nothing at all, and only raises more questions still.
It is not just an "experience" of apparent freedom.
Yes it is if, by "freedom", you mean your logically impossible concept of the term.
It is real, demonstrable freedom which you refuse to acknowledge by trying to label it as a logical impossibility.
If you think it's demonstrable then demonstrate it rather than just assert it, and it's logically impossible
necessarily because it's internally contradictory. Just invoking "it's magic" and calling it "spiritual" doesn't get you off that hook, however much you may wish it otherwise.
And in your conscious attempt to do this you aptly demonstrate the reality of what you deem to be impossible.
Why do you repeat endlessly this same stupidity even though you've been corrected on it scores of times?