I do fully understand your posts.
But understanding does not lead me to believe they explain the reality of my freedom to choose.
In order to accept your arguments I would have to concede that my choices are all predetermined by past events before I make them. But this is not reality.
I am consciously aware of my desires, but they do not dictate my choices.
I am consciously aware of reasons before making a choice, but the reasons themselves do not make the choice.
Ultimately it is me that makes the choice. I have the power to choose, not just react.
And once again we find you totally ignoring logic. You try to sidestep the obvious by insisting that it is
you that makes the choice as if this were a way of saying
how you arrive at your choice - it isn't.
Either you arrive at your choice entirely due to all the reasons, desires, and circumstances of the choice, that you are aware of and all the deeper ones that you may not be (your entire life of experience, the person you are) or not.
There are only two options: entirely because of those things or not entirely due to those things.
If the answer is not, then there must be some part of the choice making process that has nothing at all to do with you (your personality, nature, nurture), your desires, the reasons, and the circumstances of the choice. In other words, it is totally random; it has nothing to do with you or the choice you are making.
Cue more more baseless assertions, totally ignoring the logic, evasion, and distraction tactics...