AB,
So your entirely predetermined…
It’s not “predeterrnined” as if there was some sort of deistic town planner that intended things to work out the way they have, it’s just determined (or “deterministic” if your prefer). Not sure why you think continued lying about this helps you, but you ought to stop doing it.
…subconscious brain activity has somehow come up with the concept of having two levels of reality. Can you please tell me which level was responsible?
This is idiotic. At one level of reality my fingers are touching the keys as I type – after all, that’s the way it feels and that belief serves well enough for most practical purposes. Thus I may for example ask someone else to type something by touching the keys with their fingers, and they will know exactly what I mean by that. It’s a functionally useful belief.
Thanks to some understanding of physics though I also know that a deeper, more cogent level of understanding people’s fingers never actually touch the keys because of the repellent forces involved.
Neither “level” was "responsible" as such, but one level gives me a more robust understanding of the facts than the other. Your problem (though admittedly one from a crowded field of problems) is that you cannot or will not process the arguments that demonstrate that your functionally useful belief in an “I” that’s controlling things is undermined by a more robust understanding of what’s actually happening.
If it was predetermined at the deeper, more logically robust level - how do you claim personal credit for this revelation?
Easily – just as you claim credit for typing by touching the keys. That you’re not actually touching the keys (or pulling the strings) makes no difference to that – the beliefs work well enough even though they fail as meaningful explanations.
Or indeed - how can you claim any credibility without conscious control over what emanates from the predetermined material reactions in your brain?
See above.
This’ll fall on deaf ears, but try this: when you fell in love with your wife did a separate "you" decide “yes, she’s the one” and then tell “your” body to go ahead and fall in love? Or when your sexual orientation emerged did a separate “you” weigh up the pros and cons of straight vs bi vs gay, pick an option and then tell “you” who to fancy?
Clearly not right? These “choices” weren’t choices at all were they – they emerged unbidden from your subconscious and there was no separate little you at the controls to select from menus of options. What then is so difficult for you about grasping that the same applies to anything else that feels like a choice (and that for most functional purposes is a choice) but that at an explanatory level cannot be a choice in the sense you intend at all?