AB,
But if the perceived logic…
You try pejorative language a lot to get you off the hook, but it doesn’t work because all that does is to distract from the problem you’re avoiding. It’s not “perceived” logic, it’s just logic. You know this already though because if exactly the same fallacies you try to justify your faith beliefs – argumentum ad populum, argumentum ad consequentiam, circular reasoning, post hoc ergo propter hoc, negative proof fallacy etc and (wearily) etc were attempted by anyone else to justify their faith beliefs you’d be able to identify why those arguments are false. There isn’t though some magic process by which a false argument that leads to something in which you don’t believe somehow becomes a good one when it leads to a something in which you do believe. You always vanish when this is explained to you, but would it really kill you just once to acknowledge that a logical fallacy remains a logical fallacy regardless of where it leads?
I’ve given up any hope of you ever not relying on them, but at least have the basic decency to grasp that you’re just moving the goalposts when you do it.
…denies the freedom needed to direct our thoughts in order to enable the process of consciously controlled reasoning - the reality goes beyond our current understanding.
Or alternatively what that (actual) logic tells you is that the reasons you have for justifying your faith beliefs are wrong. Does that mean that those beliefs are themselves wrong? Not necessarily, no – just as a stuck clock is right twice a day so maybe just as a matter of dumb luck you’ve lighted on a suite of beliefs that are true, however unlikely that guess might be to be correct. What it does mean though is that – so far at least – you’ve never once been able to provide reasoning that any rational person would think to be sound.
So why not do this – just stop relying on logical fallacies to justify your faith claims and instead find some arguments that aren’t false? And if you can’t do that (and you almost certainly can’t) then just take recourse in the faith bit alone and leave it at that.
That’s what someone with intellectual integrity would do at least, but it’s up to you I guess.
PS And if you're seriously going to reply with the usual "but if it were really up to me how...." idiocy please don't bother.