Gordon, it is time to come out from behind your fallacy detector and face up to these simple truths:
If the resurrection did not happen, Christianity would have died on the cross with Jesus.
Your choices are not inevitable reactions.
You have the power to choose your own destiny, by accepting Jesus as your Lord and Saviour.
Fallacy-strewn thinking, I'm afraid. Beliefs spread irrespective of their truth. Look at the internet, originally conceived as a tool for knowledge sharing but now it is awash with misinformation and untrue beliefs like flat earth; truth is often mundane and slow to spread, whereas false beliefs spread
virally. There is no reason to suppose the same principles would not have obtained in earlier times. After all, the earliest gospel had no account of the resurrection, this was added in later gospels, this is consistent with the understanding that tales grow in the telling.
Your choices are not inevitable reactions.
The claim that a choice is
not an inevitable consequence of the reason for it
is a claim that the choice is random. This is simple logic.
You have the power to choose your own destiny, by accepting Jesus as your Lord and Saviour.
But I cannot believe things I don't believe. I cannot find plausible things that I don't find plausible. Neither can i want to try to believe things that I don't want to try to believe and neither do I want to become superstitious if I do not want to become superstitious.