My will is certainly not random.
I fully agree that I am not independent of the past - I am aware of it, I am influenced by it, but I am not entirely controlled by it.
Those two statements contradict each other just as they did the previous 10,000 or so times you posted this mindless mantra. Either your choices are entirely due to all the reasons that led up to them or they are not and are therefore, to some extent, random.
If it was just a product of the past, then I have no will of my own, because I do not own the past and I can have no control of the past. The past does not determine my will - I do.
There is no contradiction in it being both. You
are the product of the past (or you are partly random).
Your flawed logic based on nothing but material reactions...
It is not based on material reactions - stop lying.
...reduces me to be just a spectator of what has already been predetermined.
Drivel.
This is not the reality in which I exist. I know you deem this to be a combination of personal incredulity and unevidenced assertion - but in both these accusations you will be conceding the simple truth that I have consciously driven freedom to concoct what I am being accused of.
And you
still haven't said
why making silly, illogical assertions needs the self-contradictory, impossible sort of "freedom" you keep on gibbering on about. That in itself is just another empty assertion.
The two are incompatible.
So you keep asserting, without any hint of reasoning or logic.
The only freedom implicated in deterministic reactions would be that of a boulder rolling down a mountain whose direction and destination are entirely determined by universal rules outside any personal control of the boulder.
Not only is this an
argumentum ad consequentiam fallacy (one of your favourites) but it really isn't accurate. You are able to think, process information and act. A computer isn't the same as a boulder, neither are non-human animals.
My freedom to choose my own path in life and my own destiny...
You
can choose my own path, nobody is denying that. What is it about that that needs the contradictory, nonsensical sort of "freedom" that you could have done differently (with no randomness)?
...may well be deemed to be a logical impossibility by your flawed materialistic logic...
The logic isn't materialistic - that is dishonest. Saying it's flawed is just another baseless assertion.
...but it is the reality in which I exist.
Foot stamping.
Where is the logic you said you had?