Your are currently demonstrating your conscious freedom to contemplate reasons and how we can choose to act upon them.
What is being demonstrating here (by most posters, anyway) is the ability to think and reason, what is
NOT being demonstrated, and what is
impossible to demonstrate (in the absence of the ability to literally rewind time) is that anybody could have thought or posted anything differently, let alone that any difference would not have been random.
This has been explained to you countless times before, so why do you keep (apparently) lying about it? If you think that it is possible to
demonstrate that you could have thought or posted differently, then come up with an argument and the
actual demonstration.
You are hiding behind ambiguous phrases like "conscious freedom to contemplate" which conflate conscious contemplation with your nonsense version of "freedom". It's mindless, simplistic 'thinking', it's shamelessly dishonest, or you actually have the logic you claimed to have and are, for some bizarre reason, not posting even the first hint of it.
Which is it?