You are stuck in thinking of reality as being entirely composed of time related cause and effect as seen in material behaviour, but when you try to apply this presumed reality to actual reality, your freedom to think about such things disappears into the predetermined world of physically driven cause and effect.
This is the quote in full, which clearly states that our conscious thoughts are neither random nor physically predetermined.
The fact that I have the freedom to contemplate reality shows that my thoughts can't be predetermined by the past. They are determined by my conscious awareness which exists and acts in the present. I am aware of the past, but this awareness exists in the present. I am also aware of reasons behind my thoughts - and these reasons exist within my present state of conscious awareness. My conscious awareness brings all this information together in the present so that it can be consciously manipulated rather than reacted to.
As I inferred in a previous post - whatever comprises "you" must be more than just a conduit through which endless chains of physical cause and effect pass through. Do you honestly believe that the end results of physically predetermined chains of cause and effect could consciously question their own plausibility? If so I believe I would have grounds to accuse you of personal optimism.
I am fully aware that my persistence in witnessing to what I believe to be the truth of our God given gift of human free will is not making me very popular with some posters, but in this I am in sympathy with the prophet Jeremiah whose God given prophesy was not popular with the Israelites at the time, and he felt "terror from all sides", but the terror of not bearing witness won through and God gave him the strength to carry on witnessing to the truth in the face of such hostility.
Just to take the central part of that : "
.. I have the freedom to contemplate reality shows that my thoughts can't be predetermined by the past. They are determined by my conscious awareness which exists and acts in the present". The idea that our conscious awareness determines what thoughts we should be thinking is problematic; why, because it is a circular claim. Thoughts happen
within the context of our conscious awareness, but our conscious awareness cannot solely determine what our consciousness awareness should be, that gives you an infinite regress. For a thought to be meaningful, it has to occur for a reason outside of itself.
More fundamentally, our conscious awareness is the end product of non-conscious processes of mind, so although there are elements of volitional feedback, the thoughts we experience all have non-conscious provenance. And to the extent that the contents of mind are due to volition, this is still subject to the insight that we don't have any control over experience, whether I see the sky as blue is not a choice, whether or not I like the taste of strawberry is not something I control.
So, '
my conscious awareness brings all this information together in the present so that it can be consciously manipulated rather than reacted to.. OK, notwithstanding issues previously outlined above, how do you go about resolving choice in the knowledge of relevant factors ?