AB,
You seem unable to differentiate between consciously driven choice and automated reaction.
Wrong terms, but that’s because effectively there isn’t one. You on the other hand seem to be unable to provide this “sound logic” you promised to show that there is.
Your supposition that they are the same thing does not fit with the reality which is "me".
You’re mistaking
the reality with
your reality. They’re not the same thing.
This is the reality I perceive:…
Yes, we all know the reality you “perceive”. Your problem though is that the reality you perceive collapses as a model for
the reality as soon as its incoherence and contradictions are exposed. You can keep ignoring that all you like, but just telling us over and over again only what you perceive is about as far from actually
demonstrating that your perception of reality and reality itself are the same as you could be.
All you're giving us here is
feelings, but never the logic you promised to justify them.
I suggest you try again from the beginning.