I have just been reading John 15:9-17 and come to realise that the title of this thread is misleading. We do not need to search for God. History shows that man made attempts to search for God end up with a man made God rather than the true God.
You did not choose me, but I chose you
The Christian bible is not about mankind's search for God - it portrays God's quest to make Himself known to a race of people who are initially reluctant or indifferent to His approaches through the prophets and ultimately Himself.
We just need to take down the barriers and let God come into our lives, and we will discover the love God has for us. And then by following his command to share this unconditional love with others, we will discover the true joy of being a Christian:
My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you.
I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete.
Obviously you need to change your choice of reading matter, to something a lot more realistic and forward thinking!
Commiserations Alan, ippy.
P S Alan, here's a quote from Douglas you need to take in and do your very best to remember it as well: “Now, the invention of the scientific method and science is, I'm sure we'll all agree, the most powerful intellectual idea, the most powerful framework for thinking and investigating and understanding and challenging the world around us that there is, and that it rests on the premise that any idea is there to be attacked and if it withstands the attack then it lives to fight another day and if it doesn't withstand the attack then down it goes. Religion doesn't seem to work like that; it has certain ideas at the heart of it which we call sacred or holy or whatever. That's an idea we're so familiar with, whether we subscribe to it or not, that it's kind of odd to think what it actually means, because really what it means is 'Here is an idea or a notion that you're not allowed to say anything bad about; you're just not. Why not? - because you're not!” ― Douglas Adams.
This quote of Duggies sums up how useless all of your, promotional in your mind only, posts are in a nutshell!
More commiserations Alan.