AB,
What I do know is that I have conscious control of my thoughts, words and many of my actions - and the source of this control cannot emerge from physically controlled material reactions - over which I can have no control.
If you know that you should be able to justify why you know it rather than just believe it. You can’t do that, so all you have is a belief based on the way experience of “conscious control” feels.
I know I have repeated this many times, but I have never had a feasible explanation for how material reactions alone can give us the conscious freedom we all enjoy.
And I have never had a feasible explanation for how material reactions alone can give us Thor causing thunder as we all know he does.
Can you see the problem here? If you set up “the conscious freedom we all enjoy” (or Thor for that matter) as axiomatic you’ll never get “a feasible explanation for how material reactions alone can give us” conscious control/Thor because neither of them exists.
Your thinking here is completely circular – your premise (“conscious control”) and your conclusion (also “conscious control”) are the same thing. It goes like this:
1. Conscious control is real.
2. Materialism can’t explain how conscious control works.
3. Therefore conscious control is real.
Can you really not see the problem here? Really though?
Here’s how it should work:
1. My everyday experience feels like I have conscious control.
2. Actual conscious control would however create insurmountable logical problems.
3. Therefore my explanation for my everyday experience cannot be true.
Note here especially that for this argument to be valid there's no necessity for materialism to explain how consciousness works (the argument from incredulity mistake you keep making). Rather all that's necessary is to show that "conscious control" as you imagine to it be cannot exist. This has been done for you countless times without rebuttal.