But the question you keep ducking concerns the feasibility of sub conscious processes being capable of generating what in all aspects looks to be consciously driven thought patterns. If it is not your conscious self driving your own thoughts, what is it that does the driving, and how do you know if and when it takes a wrong turn without the conscious freedom needed to verify the results?
If it is not my 'conscious self' driving my thought processes, then it must be my 'sub-conscious self' that is doing the driving. If you find that hard to comprehend, then try 'it is my sub-conscious desires that do the driving'. All our hopes and fears are basically subconscious. When you are fast asleep, your hopes and fears are still there, but you are no longer conscious of them. Except when they manifest in dreams, perhaps.
We tend to think of conscious mind being a top-down director of all our thoughts and actions, and in most every way, this is a good enough appraisal. It is only when we study the way that mind and brain work in detail that a more subtle understanding becomes apparent which upends our intuitive, everyday, model of mind function.
If I stub my toe on the table leg, it feels instantaneous, right ? in real time ? Well, no. The nerves fibres first have to transmit data of the collision up my leg and up the spinal cord before reaching my brain, this signal travels at high speed, something like 200mph, but it is not instantaneous, nothing can travel faster than light. My mind will subsequently create the conscious experience of pain slightly after the event. This is not a top-down consciously directed process. If it were, I could simply choose to not experience pain. It doesn't work that way; the contents of conscious mind are derived from subconscious processes over which we have no conscious control. This is also true of abstract thoughts, I cannot choose which thought should occur to me next; thoughts come and go under the auspices of brain function over which I cannot exert conscious control.