AB,
Your problem is that the only "reasoning and evidence" you are willing to consider is entirely based on the materialistic "cause and effect" scenario which will inevitably lead to the foregone conclusion that our conscious freedom to control does not exist.
No, your problem is that if you don’t like reasoning and evidence as the methods to verify your various claims and assertions then it’s
your job to propose some
other methods to do that job. So far you’ve never even suggested that you’re aware that that's your problem, but it’s still your problem nonetheless. As it is trying to use the methods of reason and evidence but consistently incompetently leaves you stranded in a rhetorical no-man's-land.
Why can't you accept the abundant evidence out there which indicates that the results of what we do, think or say comprise far more than what can be achieved by inevitable reactions beyond our conscious control?
Because you haven't told us what you think that supposed evidence is (whether "abundant" or otherwise). If you think otherwise, why don’t you finally tell us what it is rather than just assert it to exist? And no, "because that’s the way it feels” isn’t evidence of an underlying reality at all. Try to remember this.
Are you afraid to admit that there may be more to life than material reactions?
I never have been “afraid to admit” that there may be
anything (your god and leprechauns included). Your problem here though is that you have the burden of proof to take you from a “may be” to an “is”.
Good luck with it though.
Consider these two scenarios -
A) God does not exist - therefore we can do whatever we want because nothing really matters.
That’s both a
non sequitur and an
argumentum ad consequentiam. Two fallacies for the price of one. Well done!
B) God does exist - therefore we can't just do whatever we want because everything matters.
See above. There are lots of reasons for not doing whatever we want that don’t require a god, and even if that wasn’t the case liking or not liking the consequences of a claim tells you nothing about whether or not the claim is
true.
Why is this so hard for you to understand?