made a choice?
choosing to give up?
contemplating what is rational?
engaging in critical thinking?
burying one's head in the sand?
refusing to engage?
Are not all these mental activities logically impossible without the conscious freedom to drive your own thought processes?
No. Not least because "the conscious freedom to drive your own thought processes" is itself logically impossible because it immediately leads to an infinite regress, as I pointed out in
#46713, and you completely ignored, as you do with all the other logical points that completely undermine your absurd and self-contradictory idea of 'freedom'.
Or do you still cling on to the flawed logic which renders every event in our conscious awareness to be just unavoidable reactions to past events?
Yet again you are hiding behind the dishonest, absurd, and utterly baseless assertion that the logic is flawed, without making any serious attempt to justify the claim. You have never once demonstrated any flaws whatsoever.
Instead you just use lazy assertions, obvious fallacies, and utterly meaningless gibberish like "conscious freedom to drive your own thought processes" and "the ever present state of conscious awarenesses", neither of which you have ever even bothered to try to explain or clarify. It seems this subject isn't even important enough to you to be arsed to learn the basics of critical thinking, that would probably take you a much smaller amount of time than you've spent mindlessly repeating the same obvious mistakes here, time and time and time again., and would allow you to recognise fallacies and how to construct a sound logical argument - which you've so often claimed to have but never, ever produced.
Frankly, if you wanted to deliberately put everybody who values reasoning and evidence off your faith, you really couldn't be doing a better job. What you post on the subject is just farcical.