AB,
You continue to claim that our freedom to control and direct our thoughts is a logical impossibility.
That’s what the logic (rather than “I”) indicates, yes.
I presume you came to this deduction by contemplating the evidence available within your conscious awareness and drawing what you believe to be logical conclusions.
Can you not see the obvious contradiction in this?
There isn’t a contradiction because the “I” you fondly imagine to do the “controlling”, “decision-making” etc is a logical impossibility (for the reasons that have been explained to you probably hundreds of times but that you’re too frightened or dishonest to address).
I have also contemplated the evidence available, but I suspect that I have allowed far more admissible evidence than you in coming to the logical conclusion that our freedom to contemplate such matters is evidence of the power of the human soul.
Except what you call “admissible evidence” is simply assertion, false reasoning and unqualified speculation selected only in service of the confirmation bias you rely on to justify the blind faith beliefs into which you were, by all appearances, indoctrinated.