logic does not define reality
It does a better job than your illogical, baseless fantasies, naive wishful thinking, and meaningless gibberish.
In fact logic is basically
derived from the most fundamental principles of reality. In particular, that contradictions do not occur. Circles cannot also be square, for example. Your absurd assertions are every bit as impossible as a circle being square.
Being able to consciously decide what your next conscious thought will be is beyond stupid, yet you continue to use a phrase that implies exactly that,
without ever even trying to explain it differently. It's not just absurd and illogical, it seems to show a wilful disregard of the truth and reality itself. Like you don't even care how absurd what you say is, so long as you can continue to desperately cling to your blind faith, for fear of having to face the truth and shatter your delusions...