Let's face it, Alan, all this waffle of yours reduces to two main points.
1. You desperately want your faith beliefs to be considered as being evidenced, rational and logical, and they are none of these things. Moreover, as far as I can see, the RC church that you are a member of is not promoting your particular bespoke ideas as being a credible argument for 'God', and that should concern you.
2. You cannot countenance that mental processes (thoughts, consciousness etc) are no more than functional biology because the consequence, for you, is that your 'God/soul' claims become redundant, and that would threaten your personal faith. Perhaps that is a risk/threat that the subconscious aspects of your biology simply won't let you take so that, and ironically, you have no choice but to keep posting as you do despite being corrected so many times.