From what I understand from your responses you seem to presume that personal control can be achieved through inevitable reactions to past events. That is not the reality I perceive...
Firstly, what you subjectively 'perceive' is totally irrelevant to a logical argument. Secondly, it
is what I 'perceive', now what? The point is that we both experience the freedom to do exactly as we like, to think about what we want to think about, and so on. There is nothing in doing any of those things that contradicts being a deterministic consequence of the past.
There are
reasons why we are the people we are and hence how we react and what we choose to do and think about. You cannot be 'free' of the person nature, nurture, and experience has made you.
This has been explained to you endless times before and you never have an answer except to dismiss it and then claim you have logic without ever posting any. What you need to understand is there is nothing in the way I see things that is contradicted by
any evidence or
any logic.
And all that is before we come to the fact that your proposed alternative is self-contradictory and hence
logically impossible.
...nor is it a feasible means of guiding what exists in our conscious awareness to come up with verified conclusions.
Argument by assertion and/or
argument from incredulity.
You keep insisting that the role of conscious awareness is insignificant. Our conscious awareness provides the only reality we know of - without it we would know nothing because we would not exist.
You really do seem to be determined to misunderstand this. It is not
relevant to the argument. Of course it's important to us as people.
As far as our 'freedom' goes, it doesn't matter whether consciousness is a story we tell ourselves after the fact, or is a significant or minor part of our choice-making. The arguments for the logical view and against your impossible contradictory view stand regardless.
Very often you seem to emphasise consciousness as if a conscious choice can't be just as determined by the past as a subconscious one. It
obviously can.